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I’m falling out of love.

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break-ups4I used to wait for you. Days would go by before I got a text or a hello, but I was so elated to finally hear from you that I ignored all the signs. I forgot that I deserve better. I forgot that I actually need someone who’s going to uplift and adore me, worship me, love me completely, just as I loved you. But I’ll never get that from you. I’ll never get the sweet note or that hug or the awkward hand holding. I’ll never be able to hold you again, to kiss you and run my fingers along your collar bone; you’re simply too cruel. I can’t deal with the insensitivity and the cutting jokes. I can’t deal with the degrading behavior you’re so trapped in.

You’re sorry? Well that’s wonderful, but I don’t want apologies. I want a change in behavior, a change in character, and I’m not going to ask that of you because I know you too well. This is who you are, this is how you are, and I’m not supposed to try and change that. I’m accepting you as You, and moving on.

— I guess some relationships are better left alone and unrepaired because a lot of people in this world are completely negative and selfish and don’t deserve our love.

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3 Comments

  1. Mei

    I don’t really know what happend so I don’t know what to say.
    Anyway, I just hope everything will be alright soon.

    01 . Sep . 2011
  2. Almaira Casanguan

    I can relate to this post.

    08 . May . 2015
  3. Eddielli Bungay

    Sometimes the one we love will hurt us but not to the point na kaawaan natin ang ating sarili. Remember you are a child of God and God doesn’t want you to be a slave for love. hope this helps, you moving on. It’s hard but nothing is impossible. 🙂

    12 . May . 2015

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